Monday, August 4, 2014

Pink Pepper.

Hey Hi Hello beautiful people!
Remember being little and being so exciting for your birthday even month and month in advance? Making the best biggest plans on that day with all the family and friends you want to be surrounded by? And everything will be so special? Mostly because you felt so extremely special? And the day before your birthday was the only day you wanted to go to bed as early as possible because you can't stand waiting for your birthday to finally arrive? And do you remember that feeling in the morning when you woke up on your birthday? That feeling of walking on air happy because finally it is your birthday? Well, I exactly remember that and I wish there still would be even a little teeny tiny bit of that feeling I had when I was so little and my birthday was coming up. -Now it's the opposite... I mean, I love birthdays. I love being invited to a birthday and getting a special thoughtful birthday gift and I love wishing people nice things for their new year and really meaning it. And I love going to a birthday party and being the helping hand, so that the birthday person doesn't have to do all of the work. And I love birthdays. And I love that feeling that people give you because they are really happy that you're surprising them that day with your visit or your special gift. And I love birthdays, I really do. 
The only thing I hate about birthdays, is my own birthday. I hate being in the spotlight. I hate deciding for the guests because I am scared not to please them and disappoint them. I hate getting gifts because... well, I feel like I don't deserve it. I hate getting older. And I hate too much about it. But that's alright I guess.
So, this year I basically hated my birthday as well as the last couple ones and decided to celebrate it the day after. Rather celebrating something -anything, than my birthday. So, we celebrated. Not my birthday, but something for me. And it was lovely.
I wasn't in a best mood of taking pictures, so all I do was snapping one two shots.





My Birthday table was a sea of pink little gifts and flowers. I love how people still taking my love to pink pretty serious. Well, at least on my birthday, haha.
xx

2 comments:

  1. Wow wie toll. Da haben sich ein paar Menschen sehr viel Mühe gegeben für dich :) Alles Alles Liebe in diesem Sinne :)

    Liebste Grüße,
    Mindbroken

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    1. ja, das haben sie(:
      vielen lieben Dank!
      xx

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